moments...

Everybody had their moments in this familiar place...moments wherein we want to scream and say..."Enough...i'm tired..."...those moments we let those tears run down...and hide from the world...yah...we all had these moments...where we say.."Im done..." and then change our mind"...Lord...give me the strength..."

...yes kuya jess...give us strength...

...thy will be done...

amen.

johari window

Arena (known to self and others) cheerful, friendly, loving, sentimental	Blind Spot (known only to others) adaptable, bold, brave, caring, complex, confident, dependable, dignified, energetic, extroverted, giving, happy, helpful, independent, intelligent, mature, proud, relaxed, searching, self-assertive, self-conscious, sensible, shy, spontaneous, trustworthy, warm, witty
Façade (known only to self) observant, religious	Unknown (known to nobody) able, accepting, calm, clever, idealistic, ingenious, introverted, kind, knowledgeable, logical, modest, nervous, organised, patient, powerful, quiet, reflective, responsive, silly, sympathetic, tense, wise

Dominant Traits

61% of people agree that atevanvan is cheerful
76% of people agree that atevanvan is friendly

All Percentages

able (0%) accepting (0%) adaptable (23%) bold (7%) brave (7%) calm (0%) caring (38%) cheerful (61%) clever (0%) complex (7%) confident (15%) dependable (30%) dignified (7%) energetic (46%) extroverted (23%) friendly (76%) giving (7%) happy (23%) helpful (15%) idealistic (0%) independent (7%) ingenious (0%) intelligent (7%) introverted (0%) kind (0%) knowledgeable (0%) logical (0%) loving (23%) mature (7%) modest (0%) nervous (0%) observant (0%) organised (0%) patient (0%) powerful (0%) proud (7%) quiet (0%) reflective (0%) relaxed (7%) religious (0%) responsive (0%) searching (15%) self-assertive (15%) self-conscious (7%) sensible (7%) sentimental (15%) shy (7%) silly (0%) spontaneous (15%) sympathetic (0%) tense (0%) trustworthy (7%) warm (15%) wise (0%) witty (15%)

Created by the Interactive Johari Window on 1.11.2006, using data from 13 respondents.
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Monday Sadness...

minsan na nga lang ako mag blog ito pa ang laman...

I bought 3 shirts from Oto Roboto last Friday…I was excited it coz I bought it for me and my housemates…beside getting it for a discounted price. “M” placed the shirts on the the bottom drawer of my MPD before going home. Roboto went back to me early this morning to replace the defective shirt…to my surprise…there were no shirts on the bottom drawer…none…now who stole the shirts???


…to you…who stole the shirts…you ruined my Monday…I hope you use the shirts in good use…it was intended as gifts for my friends…I hope you do the same.


hayyyyy...saddddd....saddddd....

dalawampung tanong, dalawampung sagot

1. How often do you blog? Hahaha….(malamang tumatawa na si jay ngayon!!!)…its depends... Ü
2. Online Alias: hehehe…atevanvan…atevanvan rules!!!!
3. Have you ever stood up for someone you hardly knew? Ay oo…hahaha…paki-elamera!!!
4. What do you do most often when you are bored? Watch TV, listen to music, play guitar…pick my nose?....harharhar!
5. When bathing, which do you wash first? Hmmm…Mag Shampoo muna… Ü …I use Palmolive Aroma therapy…hehehe…
6. Have you ever been awake for 48 hours straight? OH YESSSSSS!!!....college days! Ü
7. What color looks best on you? Fenk?... natural color ko yun e…harharhar!....Black I guess…makes me look slim Ü
8. What is your favorite alcoholic drink? Hmmm…kahit anong hard! Ü…Smirnoff…Ü …Gran Matador…nyahahaha…walang tama kinabukasan!
9. Do you believe in heaven and hell as a real place that each of us will go to after death? Yes.
10. Do you find that you have more online friends than offline friends? no
11. What was your favorite subject in school? Electronics…hmmm…Fonweld…hahaha…basta turo ni Mark,Phyllis, Edge at Grace! Ü
12. Are you a perfectionist? basta tama!
13. Do you spend more than you can afford? Hmmm…I try not to…
14. Is it better to have loved and lost than never to have love before? Panalo ito…ang sagot ko…isang malaking…YES!!!!
15. Do you consider yourself creative? I think so!!!
16. Do you give yourself the credit you deserve? Shempre naman…sino pa ba ang magbubuhat ng bangko ko kundi sarili ko lang din diba?
17. Do you donate time or money to charities? Yes
18. Have you recently done something that you've criticized others for doing? AY!!!! OO!!!
19. What's on your mind? B.a.m.b.o.l.y.a.s!....hahaha…miss ko na sila!
20. Say one nice thing about the person who tagged you and the five people that you are going to tag. Si kukote…ewan…sa lima...bahala na kung isno ang sasagot! Ü

HAGERSTOWN...after 1

Akalain mo nga naman...isang taon na pala ang nakalipas...napakabilils talaga ng panahon...

...hahaha...mantakin niyo ...isang taon na nung matulog kami sa microtel ...harharhar!...hayyyy...memories....howell...madami pa...anjan na yung mga late night na usapan...tapos...nirerecord pala ni jonaaaaa..hahaha...oh...shempre pa....ang mga pawis moments....ang paglilinis ng bahay....lalo na ang aking therapy session na paglilinis ng banyo...(paglinisin niyo na ako ng banyo...wag niyo lang ako paghugasin...hahaha!)hmmm...nababanggit na rin ang linis ng bahay...sino ang makakalimot...sa aming mga hinagpis sa paglilinis ng pinatay na ref...(nadudulas tuloy ako sa sm dahil jan...harharhar!)...oh memories...dumating si erin sa bahay ni kuya...pero sa ibang kwarto siya nangupahan...andun din yung enkwento namin sa mga kapitbahay...napatunayan namin...basurang itinapon mo...babalik rin saiyo...harharhar!

dumating din si ate kage sa bahy ni kuya...yey...lumipat na kami ni jona sa taas...naks...kaming tatlo na yung nag sa-salo salo sa taas na kwart...hindi lang yan ang mga salo salo moments sa bahay namin...anjan rin yung mga pwede nating matawag na mainstay ng Hagerstown...yung mga tao ng Frederick, Fairfax at New Bedford...nagkaroon ng panahon na salo salo kami kung kumain ng gabihan(minsan kasama pa namin si big brother at michelle)...salamat sa mga ulam na nadadala namin ni jona...(panalo talaga yung dala ni ate kage nung piyesta...ang tagal ng inabot nung mga ulam na yon...)...minsan nga lang...sa kasawiang palad...may mga ulam na nakakalimuta...natitira...at tinutubuan ng amag sa ref...pag nangangamoy na ang ref...ayan na si jona...siya na ang maglilinis niyan...hehehe(aba si ate kage nalang pala ang walang toka ah....harhar...ay alam ko na...siya yung nagtatanggal nung mga buhok na naiipon sa strainer...hahaha!)...siyempre ang bahay ni kuya rin ang nagsilbing lugar para sa mga inuman sessions kasama ang mga IE folks...(hahaha...pops/moms/ali...naalala niyo ba ito..."NAGKAMALI ATA AKO NG TERM"...hahah!tanggal tama!!!)isama na rin natin ang mga di mabilang na poker nights na naganap sa bahay na ito...:)

...ng mga panahon na madalas ang poker nights sa bahay ni kuya...lumaki ang bill namin...heheh...at naging sugarol kami..."ISIPIN NALANG NATIN NAG STARBUCKS TAYO!!!"...hahaha! :)...Saksi rin ang bahay ni kuya kung pano kami nahumaling sa American Idol...isipin niyo...bumili pa kami ng TV namin para makanood kami sa kwarto...(so i guess jona/kage...kung alis na tayo sa dorm di na natin kelangan pag awayan kung sinoa ng kukuha nung TV...kasi mejo shonga na siya..hahah!) tapos...anjan din yung Extreme Makeover...gaganda nga naman ng mga bahay...coolness...astegggg...at sige..aaminin na rin namin...napapngiti at napapahalakhak kami sa mga koreanovela na pinapanood namin...

Marami ang naiinggit sa bahay namin...kasi malaki...nakatiles...(di katulad ng iba jan...naka DnG or Coach na linoleoum!...hahaha...joke fairfax kids!)...at higit sa lahat mag WiFi kami...wahehehe...salamat kay ate kage...nakuha niya...plus may router pa...panalo talaga itong si ate kage...:)

Dito rin sa bahay ni kuya...nasaksihan ang paglaki namin ni jona...ewan ko nga ba...siguro dahil hindi na kami napapgod sa pag uwian...hahaha....hahahahah..sagad...tuamba nga talaga kami...anjan na rin ang mga 30 mins(daw!) na bath time ko...hahah!mga late night tulog namin(dahil nag t-trabaho...at....nagt-trabaho pa rin!!!...haha!)

Pero hindi lang naman sa loob ng bahay ni kuya nakapaligid ang mga alaala ng isang taong paglagi namin dito...(marami jan lang sa labas ng bahay...jan sa may gate...wala kasi kaming upuan sa labas...project pa rin namin ang magkaroon ng duyan sa labas....STAR GAZING!!). Marami jan yung sa Fairfax...at meron din sa New Bedford(nag iisa pero kakaiba!!!..hahah!

hayyyy...isang taon na ang nakalipas...sana mas marami pa...(sana babaan ang renta namin!)

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OLA!

Oo...para sa mga sumusubaybay ng blog ko...Oo...buhay pa siya...abangan niyo na lang...pag natapos ko na ang mga naka drafts...Flood na...hahah...:)

Forget regret or life is yours to miss

Before is start this entry…I would like to greet a dear friend of mine…

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JAY FERNANDO!!!! ÜÜÜ…we miss you back here! Ü

Oh well…where was i…hmmm….i know I have been silent in the blogging arena for a very very long time. Much has happened…in work, with my friends…my family…i guess the past episodes in my life…hmmm..lets say…id rather keep it to myself…instead…I would like to list the things that I am thankful for...
(just finished watching Rent…that’s why im in this mood…I soooo love Angel…she truly is an angel…how she touched the hearts of every person in the play/film)

Dear Kuya Jess…
Thank you for the gift of life you gave me…im lucky that I wake upo each morning and enjoy all your gifts around me.

Thank you for my mom, dad and kuya …thank you for my mom that keeps me nagging to loose weight yet still prepares me uber delicious food. To my dad who always call me when im out and always joke around that I am the most beautiful border in the house…and is still willing to give me a ride whenver im out…to my brother…how your fart brings joyful moments when we are together…hahah…bahoooooo…I pray that you give them good health…long life and safety everyday…I know I often neglect how lucky I am to have this family…were not perfect…but this bunch is just right for me…thank you for supporting me in everything that I pursue…be it sports, music, name it…myma….dyda…vlads…I love you (not yet including ngorshy here…ok?!?!?!...)

Thank you for my relatives…thank you for the criticism you give…thank you for all the unsolicited advices you gave me…to some of you who stabbed me in the back…thank you…I believe in karma and I believe in Ginebra San Miguel…BILOG ANG MUNDO… Ü…so for all the nasty and sour things you once said…you are forgiven and thank you for making me stronger and tougher in taking all the blows…

Thank you for my work…amidst all the crap that I hear from my boss and the management…I still have this descent job that help me live a descent life. And to whatever is facing me Kuya jess…I know…and I believe….you got me to this…you’ll get me thru this…I believe that this is all part of your masterplan…and im taking the challenge…just walk with me…walk with all of us as we go to office everyday…and remind us how lucky we are we are working not in uniform, fully comfortable seats…aircon facility…and crappy meals in the canteen… Ü…thank you for the salary that I get that funds my leisures…be it buying clothes, latest cds…food, playing poker that makes my life fun! Ü

Thank you for my friends…those whom ive known for so long…my childhood friends…you are the ones that I miss the most…I miss the times we play basketball in our uniforms…highschool teammates…I miss the day when we holler…BEDANSSSS ROAAARRRR!!!HS batchmates…NO RULES NO LIMITS…FA_I_GA_HA_TA!!!...College buds…I miss the days when we drink “Pink” in agno house…I miss the people whom are of great influence in my life. To the people who made an impact to my life…thank you for passing by…you know who you are…to the people I am sharing my everyday today…I hope that you will stay forever…

Thank you for the music I enjoy so much…thank you for the melodies and the words that comforts my everyday…

Thank you for my senses that makes me feel…hear…see…touch and smell…what life is to offer! Ü

So many more things to thank about… Ü

Kuya Jess…thank you…I am blessed! Ü