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Tuesday, November 29, 2005

SONG SHARING...

wait...i have to post this in my blog...a very nice song from Ombudz...galeng chief!!! :)


Till my day runs dry (an ode to nawasa)
The Ombudsmen - With the power to Ombuds!

Dawn is breaking
Hear me calling your name out loud
My bodys shaking
Feel me trembling
When you ‘re around

I feel this passion burning deep inside
For you who’s portrait is in my mind
I kneel before you
Offer you my life
So I pledge to love you
Till my days run dry….


For you im willing
To be the best man that I can be
One things certain
Its that you mean the world to me

I feel this passion burning deep inside
For you who’s portrait is in my mind
I kneel before you
Offer you my life
So I pledge to love you
Till my days run dry….

People wonder
If I am worthy of this love that you gave me
And all I know is that it will be forever you and me….

In my time of dying
And wont be waking by your side
But don’t you worry
Ill be watching your life go by..

I feel this passion burning deep inside
For you who’s portrait is in heart and my mind
I kneel before you
Offer you my life
So I say I love you
Let me say I love you
I’ll say I love you..
One last time…
One last time…



ahahah..MUSHY?!?! =p

The Weekend Getaway

Its been a long weekend...and still im longing for more...hehehe... :)
...bawi ng tulog...har har har har har!!!Ü!!!

wait...where should i start...lets start withy the thursday night...Ü

Thursday
  • We went to an officemates "Welcom" party(...as per james...Ü). We arrived late...(soooo late!!! =p) . Drinks were in the table...Beer and punyeta was served...then all was consumed...ali and james went out to get some more drinks...they got Alfonso(ewww...yukkk!!!). The drinks were slowly getting on me but i still can manage to contorl myself. Ali and I were up to another mischief escapade. thanks to her "snake" props...winner!!!..Tbeth...coutn 1, 2, 3...AHHHHHHHHHH!!!!....hahah! but Justn had thebest reaction amongst all...HAHAHAHA...worse..all of us was watching him..HAHAHAH!!!...i think he forgeot that he needed to take a leak that time..hahahaha! :)!james went inside his room...lasing na daw siya...so i tried dragging him out of the room...aba...ayaw!!!...i threatened him that ill get him wet if he wont get up...true enough...he got a small dose of H2O..hahah..(konti lang naman talaga!!!)...Second stop...Tom, tom oh moghty tom...sleeping tom...toothpaste in the forehead...toothpaste in the left cheek...splat!...hahaha...the last thing i remember...he was rubbing the toothpaste thru his whole right cheek...HAHAAHAH!!!Oh that was fun. We brought along Kage that night so she can meet the rest of the Governor Hills tenants. I think she enjoyed...good! when Alfonso was being served...eewww...i throw it up in the ground...I'll be dead if i drink that!!! I'll just go with hennessy and do the bottoms up but not the Alfonso...just when i thought we were late...here came Shy...hahaha...talk about Cinderella...she came with a bottle of Artic...too bad...i didnt enjoyed it that much...it was closing time. Fun night...Fun night!!...and.... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ...

****ooops...P.S. i spilled sprite in hennessy's pants...NICE!!! hahah..peace jame, tom and sy!Ü!


Friday
  • I was still thinking whether i will go home or not...go to ek or not... and so i made up my mind...i'll join the christmas party at ek...but i will be left alone in big brothers house...together with....booooooooooo...mumu...no way!!!...i calle dup karen and asked her to change ger plans of going home to manila and stay with me for the night. But it ended differently...instead..i went with karen and planned to spend the night at their apartment in manila. We left the Intel around 430pm. We passed by our dorm to get some stuff. Trafiic...traffic..traffic...we passed by shell in SLEX, stopped by Hen Lin to grab some food...Mami and Siopao...(YARI KA KT KA!!!...gagawin ka namin siopao..ahahaha...tama ba DJ?=p) . We then arrived in makati. hennessy went home to have a quick bath..karen and i settled for a couple of mins at their apt and watched a little TV. After 50 Golden years..hennessy arrived. naks bagong ligo...ang bango...di na marumi tingnan...hahahah!Ü! Then we head off to Glorietta. We watched Harry Magpapalayok! :)...while watching..may nagkakamot ng paa..nangnangati daw...just guess who..for sure it aint me...hahahah!Ü! Then after the magic..we headed fgor some booze at BGs.(Wow..nasa maynila aok ko-ya!!!)...mayaman ata si hennessy..."Its on me"...yan ang linya niya!Ü! We ordered some sisisg squid and Beers...then the mood changes all because of a tissue woith something written on it. Jammer: Vanessa, Any song. syyyyyyyyyy!!!...so you really have to use my complete first name...asus!!!! I guess he reaally didnt know my talent(as jay would say!) hahah...i thing he is getting back one me becasue for the whole night Karen and I were exchanging whispers..ahaha.. O.P! Then VANESSA was called...i still have no song in mind..(stupid me..i forgot Tattoed on my mind)...the lead singer was asking for a love...huh..love song...uh-oh..not my forte...i asked for suntok sa buewan...they didnt know!!!(why oh why...support OPM!!!)..then the lead singer suggested Get Here...i asked her to be my widow...and there i was with the mic and the birght lights...and there they were..sy was taking my video..and karen was talking to somebody..dammit! that was caught on video..got to have a hand of that video!!!...bummer!!!...to wrap it up...I finished with 4 bottles...AND IM STILL STANDING!!!..ahahaha!!!Ali...dati kaya natin mas marami pa rito ah...tsk tsk tsk ..mahina na talaga ako!!!:P...we ended up wasted in karen pad...No vic Sotto for the night...bwwahahahah!!!

***By the way... i lost 500 coz of the bet...its all good...was it?!?!?!

Saturday

  • Off we go to EK. we woke up late...(as expected) we picked up ate tina at MN with her kid. I was hungry for the whole duration of the trip...so when we arrived at EK...Lafang galore!!!..Thanks to Lisa and James for the Pizza. I also shared Pizza with amo raf. Off we go to space shuttle. Mission Impossible: Space shuttle and hennessy. Who would have thought...his waterloo is Carnival rides...hiuwahahahahha..you heard it right...i offered him 1 month supply of cigar, karen bids 1 case of beer...i bet he really has no plans of getting in whatsoever...even with our very tempting offers...but we were good....thanks also to Karl for the additional "Push" needed by sy!...hahaha!!! i think the long queue made the it harder for sy and ate tina...hahaha..it was fun!!!...you can see them sweating...shaking knees and everyhting..hahah...panalo!!! All caught in video!!!..The ride was amazing...exciting pa rin eventhough ive tried this ride for so many times. Siyempre pa...front seat kami ni amo raf!!! bangis!!!
  • After the EK rides..i went to valley 1 to attend our bands weekly progress. I think they were alls hocked...1st to arrive!!! hahahah...it was a bonding session for me donskie and Tonzkie!hahaha...

...wait...i have to continue this blog...need to support STHI........STHI...STHI....when o when...

***as i have said to karen...i cant be around him... :(... :(


Friday, November 25, 2005

Spa Song...

A classic song from Bonnie Raitt...revived by George Michael and Chantal Krevauzuk.

i cant make you love me

Turn down the lights, turn down the bed
Turn down these voices inside my head
Lay down with me, tell me no lies
Just hold me close, don't patronize -
don't patronize me
Cause I can't make you love me if you don't
You can't make your heart feel something it won't
Here in the dark, in these final hours
I will lay down my heart and
I'll feel the power
But you won't, no you won't'
Cause I can't make you love me,
if you don'tI'll close my eyes, then I won't see
The love you don't feel when you're holding me
Morning will come and I'll do what's right
Just give me till then to give up this fight
And I will give up this fight
Cause I can't make you love me if you don't
You can't make your heart feel something it won't
Here in the dark, in these final hours
I will lay down my heart and I'll feel the power
But you won't, no you won't
'Cause I can't make you love me, if you don't

Wednesday, November 23, 2005

My turn...Getting to know your friends...

Welcome to the new edition of getting to know your friends. Okay here's what you're supposed to do, and try not to be lame and spoil the fun! Just copy (not forward) this entire e-mail and paste into a new e-mail that you can send. Change all the answers so that they apply to you. Then send this to a whole bunch of people you know, INCLUDING the person that sent it to you. Some of you may get this several times. That means you have lots of friends.

1. What is your full name? Vanessa Japor Villamor
2. What color pants are you wearing? Blue
3. What are you listening to right now? Sweet Thang (Mary J. Blige)
4. What was the last thing you ate? Basta yun...some dish from home...
5. Do you wish on stars? ...yes!
6. If you were a crayon, what color would you be? Black maybe?Ü?
7. How is the weather right now? cold...Christmas na!!!
8. Last person you spoke to on the phone? Marie...hahaha!
9. Do you like the person who sent this to you? yes
10.What is your favorite drink? h20,c2, fruit shakes
11. Favorite sport? football, volleyball, badminton...anyhting with balls...hehehe...Ü
12. What is your hair color? black to brown...
13. Do you wear contacts? nope
14. Siblings? yes, 1 brother
15. Favorite month? January
16. Favorite food? Pizza, pasta...anything with cheese... :)
17. What was the last movie you saw? ..ano na nga ba???...i forgot.. :(
18. Favorite day of the year? Christmas ... :)
19. What do you do to vent anger? curse...hahaha!!!
20. What was your favorite toy as a child? match sticks...=p
21. Summer or winter? definitely summer...Ü
22. Hugs or kisses? ..both???...bwahahaha!Ü!
23. Chocolate or vanilla? chocolateeeeeeeeeeeeeeyyyyyyyy!Ü!
24. Do you want your friends to e-mail you back? yes
25. Who is most likely to respond? ANA TICMAN...bwahahah!
26. Who is least likely to respond? anybody...
27. When was the last time you cried? ....maybe later...bwahahahah!...oh i remember... Oct. 26 ...while talking to ali... =p

28. What is under your bed? not applicable...Ü
29. What did you do last night? sleep...sleep...sleep...
30. What are you afraid of? ...snakesssss...ewwwwwwwwwwwwww.....
31. Favorite car? Honda Hatchback
32. Favorite flower? Kalachuchi...bwahahaha...anything...Ü
33. Number of keys on your key ring? 5
34. How many years at your current job? 2 yrs +
35. Favorite day of the week? Friday
36. What did you do on your last birthday? Party with friends...Ü
37. How many states have you lived in? 1
38. How many cities have you lived in? 1
39. Why are you answering this quiz? Dami pa tao sa CR...la pa me gawa!Ü!


Translation 101

This one is for you Mark... :)


**Before I start this blog...i would like to thank my ever buddy..AITOR!!!!
Lolo, thanks for the stuff you gave me (as is)
...sobra naman yun... (that was too much!!!)
so happy with the shirt...(as is)
kasya siya saakin..wahahaha... (fits me well!!! :)...hahahah!)
thanks for the cap and the lanyard!!!...WINNER!!!...(as is)
super thanks lolo...(as is)
next time bawi ulit ako saiyo..pramis!!! .. (next time i'll make it up to you!!!)
SY, salamat rin sa pagdala nung mga gamit...hehehe!Ü! (sy, thanks for bringing the stuff...hehehe)


Thanks again for visting my blog... :)...keeps you on board regarding my so called "complicated" life...hahaha...wait for my gift...something to look forward too for next quarter...nyahahah :)...how are you?...hope not that complicated...tell your lovely wife and kiddo i said hi...Ü...serve me some big fish..hahaha!Ü! take care buddy!!!Ü!

Tuesday, November 22, 2005

The Effort

***Before I start this blog...i would like to thank my ever buddy..AITOR!!!!
Lolo, thanks for the stuff you gave me...sobra naman yun...so happy with the shirt...kasya siya saakin..wahahaha...thanks for the cap and the lanyard!!!...WINNER!!!...super thanks lolo...next time bawi ulit ako saiyo..pramis!!! :)..
SY, salamat rin sa pagdala nung mga gamit...hehehe!Ü!

Yesterday we did our usual routine. The Monday cleaning event..and as usual..."Wala na naman si yaya!!!". Kage said she will be going to Walter Mart to pick up some things, so we went with her...i bought some stuff and bought pulvoron for dennis...(he wanted to know how it tastes since i told him about Aitor. :)). We also got our dinner from Jollibee, i ordered Fiesta Value meal #1...Much deserved dinner for all the sweat during the cleaning ceremonies in the house.Ü. Then we happily ate Jollibee dinner...then we wrapped our trash and dumped it in the rubber container near the house on our left. Kage went back to her car to get some of her stuff in the car, i was also out that time...checking on the corals...(huh?!?!)...then Kage went like..."Nabalik saatin yung basura?"...i checked it out...and it was our trash, the one we dumped earlier...i got puzzled on how it cam back to us...Kage and I picked it up and dumped it to the rubber container on the right side of our house...(dun sa nagbebenta ng coke sakto!, buti nalang nasa loob na yun aso...Ü)...Then i told Degs about it...(hahah!..nagsumbong kay Big Brother!)...we were puzzled because we really use to dump out trash in that container...and we heard nothing...then we laughed with the thought of..."Pare yung effort niya para ibalik yung basura dito sa tapat ng bahay ha..."..."OO! to think na madumi na yun..."..."BWAHAHAHAH!..."BAD Cheetahs!!!"...Oh well...instead of leeting the trash stay and wait for 12nn for the truck to pick up the trash...they had the effort to put the trash back in front of our house...THE EFFORT!!!...yeah...THE EFFORT!!!
...whatever!!!!

Thursday, November 17, 2005

GEMINI

I was able to catch Sponge Cola's Video of Gemini and fell in love with the song all over again. The song is part of a certain Theatre Play for Romeo and Juliet...The classic tragic Love affair...call me a sucker for romance...Ü

GEMINI
Spongecola/Palabas

come a little closer
flicker in flight
we'll have about an inch's space
but i'm here i can breathe in
what you breathe out
let me know if i'm doing this right
let me know if my grip's too tight
let me know if i can stay all of my life
let me know if dreams can come true
let me know if this one's your's too
coz' i see it
and i feel it right here
and i feel you right here
the vacuous night
steps aside to give meaning
to gemini's dreaming
the moon on its back
and the seemingly
veiled room's lit
by the same star.



Got the chance to chat with err early this morning, he sent me Superdrags song...and it really sounded like Session roads Leaving you...some comparison:(with the help of kuya err)

INTRO:
Superdrag - Strumming
Sessionroad - Plucking
BASELINE:
Superdrag: 0000000022222222 44 55 7 9 11 12 5555
Sessionroad: 0000000022222222444444444555555
(...complying with the 7 chord prog rule!!!...pinoy talga!!)
DRUMS:
Superdrag/Sessionroad- SAME!!!!!

...true, sessionroad complied with the 7 chord prog rule...but i believe they owe it superdrag to give credits, I believe Bone thugz did the same for their song, and they credited Uncle sam for the intro...Oh well...both are good song, but hearing Garmonbozia for the first time...my jaw dropped!!!(OH MY GOD!!!!!)

oh well...back to work... :)


Friday, November 11, 2005

Take 2!!!

Gharri..kasalan mo ito...LSS!!!
i envy you..napanood mo yung imago live... :(...
...isa...dalawa...tatlo...(dance dance dance!)


TANING
Imago - Take 2

San mapupulot ang pag asa
May katuwiran ba ang sana
Ngiti ko ang iyong galak
Langit ko ang iyong kandungan

Permiso sa isang araw na makasama ka
Abiso ng pusong bulag na humahanga

Tama bang aminin nating may taning
Itong pag ibig natin
Dakila man walang kasaysayang kakapit
Sa bulag na pag ibig

San hihingi ng patawad
Kung walang salang dahilan
tangis ko ang iyong luha
nais kong ang iyong kalayaan


Akap
Imago - Take 2

Nagtatanong, bakit mhirap sumbay sa agos ng iyong mundo
Nagtataka, simple lang naman sana ang Buhay, kung ikay matino…
Sabihin saakin lahat ng lihim mo…iingatan ko…
Ibaling saakin, ang problema mo…kakayanin ko…
Pikit mata, kong iaalay buwan at araw, pati pa ang sapatos kong suot
Nagtatanong, simple lang naman sana ang Buhay, kung ikay lumayo…
Sabihin saakin, lahat ng lihim mo…iingatan ko…
Ibaling saakin, ang problema mo…kakayanin ko…
Sasamahan ka sa tamis/dilim/langit/tamis/pait/dilim/langit…


Otherwise
Imago - Probably not, but most definitely

We all have raised our voicesWe all have done our crimes
We've been excused of every lie
There's no such thing as perfect
So we could make those plans
Would you have it otherwise

And on the fulcrum we stand on, we aim for better view
Then you trip over fault lines of which you never knew
Then you start to mail all of the blame
Find it back on your door next day

Like twists and turns in radio plays and movies
Mount the script in your autobiography
Take the hero's place and the hero's name
Manufacture spiels for a stranger's sake
Oh, you bitch for truth
And you damn well know you're fake

We all have minced our words
Even exchanged euphemisms
Then we say we must go for truth
We have an ear for envy
Never a tongue for praise
Can't we have it otherwise


...IMAGO, thank you for your songs!!! :)
isa kayong inspirasyon...Ü

Thursday, November 10, 2005

With a little Rica and some Novellinos

We had our first girl bonding last 46.3. Me, ali, trix, karen, and Iamy. Hahahaha...we talked about a lot of things...we talked about RR, Arn/Arn (sino yun??? yung Girlita na PE!!...sinong Girlita na PE???...si Arn arn.. paikot ikot!) Rebound guy, the girl with the Taiwanese Passport...(hahaha...guess who!!!???)...hmmmm...whoelse...oh yes, mwah, also test mic 1-2, Destin...oh and then Erin came...
HIGHLIGHTS:
  • Ali...ok ok...she was toxicated...no basis for me to file ODI whatsover.,..no reason for me to get mad or so...its all good...but... TANGENA KAREN, ERIN, what happened in big brothers house...stays in big brothers house!!! :)...ok?...SHETTTTTTTTTT!!! hahaha...(tanginaaaa....tanginaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa) I trust you guys...dont squeal!!! (PLEASE!!!)
  • Karen..it took her around 2 hours or more to confess. And all she can say..."Lets wait and See"...as for me...i will design one of Boks Shirt and write..."When will Karen See???"...hahahahaha!!! Next time this girl wont be invited...nahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh...kidding!!!
  • The Motor Trashers club. that night the trashers club were formed headed by Erin and Karen. Karen bumped down one motorcylcle while parking Joy's car...but beat this...Erin....bupmed down three motorcycles...talk about domino effect!hahahah! Instant bestfriends!!!
  • Im not sure if these were the right words that i said... "To Love is to Risk"...was i really that drunk...i think this one is for you Karen. I dont want to do any homily about this no more. i already said my piece. and that is it.
  • ..fun fun night... :)...hope maulit ulit ito...and sana next time mas magsalita na si Karen...pra hindi na abutin ng 230 am ang inuman!!! :)
  • WHAT STAYS in Big Brothers house...stays in big brothers house...Ü

Wednesday, November 09, 2005

Going Live

http://www.parkerguitars.com/code/models/models_fly_deluxe_intro.asp

That is my dream guitar. Awesome gutiar at 4.75lbs...yeah!!! amazing isn't.

Lately ive been having the urge to go full band and leave the acoustic scene. As what ombudz said...there is more emotions...more feelings, more intensity with a full band, you have the bass, stomp with the drums...and blow your mind away with all those distortions...(YEAH!!!)

I imagine myself singing Milk n Moneys Ok na ko ngayon, lihim and Pagkakataon - (with Park on Drums!!!hehehe!), Paramita's Hiling, Dreamers Lullabye and Takip Silim , Mojoflys Tumatakbo and Mata, Half Wishing and Runaway Angel, Kitchie Nadals Run, Sponge Colas Gemini, 6 Cycles Biglaan, Imagos Otherwise and Taning (Anino maybe..then i'll dance like Aia..wahahahah!) Rivermayas If, Session Roads Eager Angel and of course...Suntok sa Buwan. Love these OPM songs!!!Ü! I would also like to do Incbus's Southern Girl ,Here in my room, Alanis Morisettes King of Pain, Dave Matthews Crash into me, jimi thing and Lover lay down, Maes Ready and waiting to fall (Ombudz, thanks for introducing this great band to me!!!) Evanescences My Immortal (I love the part where the drums, guitars and bass comes in...very dramatic!!!) Tori Amos's Taxi Ride, A sorta Fairy Tale and Sleeps with butterly (you say the word you know i will find you) . Seethers Broken, 311s Love Song, Tonics You wanted more, Indigo Girls Galileo and Mystery...wait...i think the list will go on and on and on and on and on... :)

Just want to experience performing Live as a full band...i think this still is a hangover upset for the WW43 Battle of the bands...damn...we could have nailed that..oh well..there will be a chance...i hope...Ü

JAMMING NA!!! :)

Tuesday, November 08, 2005

Pit Stop Crew

HIGH BLOOD POST ITO!!!! :)

On our way to Makati last Sunday we heard a loud sound …Low and behold…the right rear tire blew off. “Kuya, FLAT!!!”…then he stopped. Tsk! (Hassle!)…the time was around 1230noon Expressway, right after Sucat exit. Me and my brother went down to check the tire…damn…Anong nangyari???...Different theories ran through our heads…Napako ba tayo?...may bump ba yung gulong???...malas ba talaga tayo?!?!?...(Ganun nab a ako kabigat?? L:))…so we continued. Vlads set up the early warning device (EURO MADE ‘TO SIRRRR!)…I served as a “Traffic Girl” signaling incoming vehicles to move left…(MOVE IT!!! Tangena..naflatan kami!!! Kung hindi kayo tutulong…MOVE IT!!!).

I got the Jack and other tools. Vlads got the spare tire (Laging handa!!!). the by standers along the wire barricade were not helping…”Sir, naku..dadating na yang mga wrecker”…obviously they were waiting for us to panic and ask their help…and of of course…they will ask something in return. We didn’t mind…(Hello nakikita niyo ba yung katawan naming ng Kuya ko???) Me and vlads were very systematic thru the whole “Pit Stop” experience. We didn’t mind the heat…what the …Pero may isang atribidang ipokrita na bitch na nasa loob lang ng kotse na nagtatawag lang sa telepono niya suot suot ang hulahoop niya na earings at napakalaking shades na nagmumukha siyang bubuli!!!..anak ng tokwa..inaangat na naming ni kuya ng jack yung kotse…aba kamote naman!!!...di man lang nakaramdam…TUMULANG KA NAMAN MAMMMMM!!!...the nerve naman…susmaryosep!!!...dapat ginawa ko na yung sinabi ni jay…sinalampak ko sa bunganga mo yung IPOD mo…punyeta ka!!! Isa kang certified btichesa..kawawa ang kuya ko saiyo…PROMISE SWEAR!!! …its was one helluva experience…we were even joking…how long did it took us???...we should have timed that!!!...hahahah..but we were thankful that we were safe.

Lessons Learned: 1. Hold the steering wheel properly. 2. Ensure you have spare tires and proper tools. 3. Always be alert. 4. Have a girlfriend who’s not the bitch type! TRUST ME!!! J J J

P.S.The blown tire is hopleles…:Sir…din a poi to kaya ng BULKANAYS!”…tsk tsk tsk…new tire…GASTOS NA NAMAN!!!...ayos lang SIRRRR!!! J

Monday, November 07, 2005

SIlent Prayer

...for those who know for who tis prayer is...smile nalang kayo ok?....this is the best i could offer him. No more no less...Ü

I get caught in silence every time you cross my mind. I want to lessen the pain that you are going through, I want to ease the hurt you are feeling. I pray that you may pass thru this, I pray that you get up and make yourself whole again. This is the best that I can do to make you feel better. I think this is the best way I can reach through your pain…I know I can do no more than this. It breaks my heart to see you drown yourself in work, in cigar, in beer…just to lessen the pain. I know I could have done something more when I was with you. I could have said more “words of wisdom”..i could have showed more care.
I would like to say sorry for saying nothing during that night. I was just speechless that time…I was caught surprised in the situation. Nevertheless, Im here to listen, I’m here for the shoulder to lean on.
You can pass by this, I know…as you said…life goes on…


...Ü
...ok!

Thursday, November 03, 2005

Its a matter of perspective --> Pugon: The Galera II experience.


















"my thesis mate..asteg talga!" "tere, when will the Plus 1 be?"

As juli said...Its a matter of perspective
TRUE
I had a long talk with mg Pugon peeps. Its nice to see that we are all doing fine. Si jaja nalang...and we are all ok! :)
As we were talking, i realized a lot of things. We were exchanging stories and dilemas...
Different cases...different pov's.
then i popped the million dollar question...who would you choose...the one you love or the one who loves you???...hmmm...i'll release the summary in another blog entry.

ill save the talks ill go to the insight...
i go for the one who loves me...call me selfish..fine...but thats how i feel. I think i got burned with Brian before. 5 years .... 5 long years...then broken by the shocking love team. I think that is what changed my mindset. I have loved brian before unconditionally...i never even thought i could love someone like that (specially during my age way then). Now, i have no doubt with my decision. I know i made the right decision. I know the man i chose will be there for me and will care for me no matter what...i know i can experience and i can get unconditional love with him. With all these, i know im in good hands...walang panghihinayang...Ü. The "what ifs" are now over ruled by facts that im seeing right now...basta ang alam ko...dito sigurado ako...unlike sa iba...baka talo lang talaga ako!

hayyyy...anywiez...its nice to see and be with the pugon peeps again...hayy...i hope next time...complete na kami!Ü!