Forget regret or life is yours to miss

Before is start this entry…I would like to greet a dear friend of mine…

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JAY FERNANDO!!!! ÜÜÜ…we miss you back here! Ü

Oh well…where was i…hmmm….i know I have been silent in the blogging arena for a very very long time. Much has happened…in work, with my friends…my family…i guess the past episodes in my life…hmmm..lets say…id rather keep it to myself…instead…I would like to list the things that I am thankful for...
(just finished watching Rent…that’s why im in this mood…I soooo love Angel…she truly is an angel…how she touched the hearts of every person in the play/film)

Dear Kuya Jess…
Thank you for the gift of life you gave me…im lucky that I wake upo each morning and enjoy all your gifts around me.

Thank you for my mom, dad and kuya …thank you for my mom that keeps me nagging to loose weight yet still prepares me uber delicious food. To my dad who always call me when im out and always joke around that I am the most beautiful border in the house…and is still willing to give me a ride whenver im out…to my brother…how your fart brings joyful moments when we are together…hahah…bahoooooo…I pray that you give them good health…long life and safety everyday…I know I often neglect how lucky I am to have this family…were not perfect…but this bunch is just right for me…thank you for supporting me in everything that I pursue…be it sports, music, name it…myma….dyda…vlads…I love you (not yet including ngorshy here…ok?!?!?!...)

Thank you for my relatives…thank you for the criticism you give…thank you for all the unsolicited advices you gave me…to some of you who stabbed me in the back…thank you…I believe in karma and I believe in Ginebra San Miguel…BILOG ANG MUNDO… Ü…so for all the nasty and sour things you once said…you are forgiven and thank you for making me stronger and tougher in taking all the blows…

Thank you for my work…amidst all the crap that I hear from my boss and the management…I still have this descent job that help me live a descent life. And to whatever is facing me Kuya jess…I know…and I believe….you got me to this…you’ll get me thru this…I believe that this is all part of your masterplan…and im taking the challenge…just walk with me…walk with all of us as we go to office everyday…and remind us how lucky we are we are working not in uniform, fully comfortable seats…aircon facility…and crappy meals in the canteen… Ü…thank you for the salary that I get that funds my leisures…be it buying clothes, latest cds…food, playing poker that makes my life fun! Ü

Thank you for my friends…those whom ive known for so long…my childhood friends…you are the ones that I miss the most…I miss the times we play basketball in our uniforms…highschool teammates…I miss the day when we holler…BEDANSSSS ROAAARRRR!!!HS batchmates…NO RULES NO LIMITS…FA_I_GA_HA_TA!!!...College buds…I miss the days when we drink “Pink” in agno house…I miss the people whom are of great influence in my life. To the people who made an impact to my life…thank you for passing by…you know who you are…to the people I am sharing my everyday today…I hope that you will stay forever…

Thank you for the music I enjoy so much…thank you for the melodies and the words that comforts my everyday…

Thank you for my senses that makes me feel…hear…see…touch and smell…what life is to offer! Ü

So many more things to thank about… Ü

Kuya Jess…thank you…I am blessed! Ü

car wash-itunes-mami

late afternoon was spent with dencio...intial plan is to accompany him sa car wash then go home to hagarstown, have dinner and call it quits...but the moon and stars had some other plan...

we went ahead on the first itenerary....car wash...check...XNX got his much awaited cleaning...squeeky clean...one advantage in keeping your car clean, you can can check if ever there are any new scratches on your ride...hahaha...dencio learned that there is a new one...now...who did that...we dont know....maybe her sister...nyahaha...
we then decided to get early dinner in KFC and i ran some errand for trix...dropped in fairfax for the dinner, and met JLo.
It was a nice catch up time from dencio...so many things happened...

so it happened...
From car wash to music to late night mami snack…From Madel to McDeary to Jeed…hahah! Ü

What struck me most…nung sinabi mo…”palagay mo ba worth it siya…”…hindi naman ako nakasagot saiyo…
…you shook your head and said…”not worth it”…

...i think mas may impact because you said it…you…you who have known him for the longest time…you whom who have seen all the mischiefs and the greats of McDeary. Tapos…after reading the book treksi gave me…ay…He really is just not into me…hahaha! Ü

...for all the what ifs that are saved in the “McDeary folder” in my heart and mind…I would like to delete it…permanently…click shift delete.
I see no point in keeping it in my memory drive…im not saying that it was a waste of space/time…whatsoever…but…every time I ask myself…”Is he worth it…”… =( …that proves it all…
…no more late night online for me…stop na muna…
…kaya ali….dont leave on ww28…ÜÜÜ ...the king will be back!!!

…McDeary was able to do it…so y cant i…hahaha…ayos ba sa motivational factor?...hahah…wala e…ganon talaga…
Ill just embrace single hood…with arms wide open…
AYOS LANG…single naman din ang mga kaibigan ko..what the heck…sama-sama na muna kami…bwahahah! Ü


So anybody…would you light my candle???

quick one

to whom much is given...much is expected.

--> tita "L", you know what, your kiddo texted me...she was asking for some money...later...i realized, i said yes to her...without thinking, not even asking why she needed the money, what for, when will you pay...i just said yes and asked her where i need to deposit the money. tawag jan...tulong...bukal sa loob, so next time...please dont give us the lines..."Di na ako magpapatumpik tumpik pa..."...kasi sa totoo lang...masakit yun...pera lang naman yan e...Christian ka pa man din...tsk tsk tsk...

-->McDeary...should i coat you with sesame seads, coconut and sugar...then eat you for meryenda...naman!!!

-->Maturity people...maturity...all i can say..been there...done that...whats with all the issues little puppies?!?!

--> Coalition will be back next season...watch out...Ü

-->Easter...your loosing your shine...tsk tsk tsk...


...hahaha...i miss my long blogs... :P