nywahahahahahah!

hahahaha! DJ created this character online...van as southpark character. Nywahahahahha..hahahahah!....HAHAHAH...now tell me...why am i smiling...nyahahah...Ü
Hahahahaha...Jona, Jay, Jerk...salamat...ahahahahah...you could have picked a better excuse!Ü!...wahehehehe...pero oks lang..."deins naman daw hassle"...hahahahah...WAHAHAHAH!!!..ganado ako maglinis ng bahay...hahah!Ü!

Latest Addiction

"Wake Up"
Coheed and Cambria

I'm going to ride this plane out of your life again.
I wish that I could stay but you argue.
More than this I wish you could've seen my face
In backseat staring out the window.

I'll do anything for you,
Kill anyone for you.

So leave yourself intact
'Cause I will be coming back.
In a phrase to cut these lips,
I love you.

The morning will come
In the press of every kiss
With your head upon my chest
Where I will annoy you
With every waking breath
Until you decide to wake up.

I earned through hope and faith
The curves around your face
That I'm the one you'll hold forever.
If morning never comes for either one of us,
Then this I pray to you wherever.

I'll do anything for you.
This story is for you.('Cause I'd do anything you want me to... for you.)
I'll do anything for you,
Kill anyone for you.

So leave yourself intact
'Cause I won't be coming back.
In a phrase to cut these lips,
I loved you.

The morning will come
In the press of every kiss
With your head upon my chest
Where I will annoy you
With every waking breath
Until you decide to wake up.

The morning will come
In the press of every kiss
With your head upon my chest
Where I will annoy you
With every waking breath
'Til you decide to wake up.

My Roots

It was nice to see old faces once again. Its nice to be back in time wherein people call me by my last name…VILLAMOR!...hahah…oh high school life… Ü. It was a spontaneous invitation from bullen that led to this little get together…then I called up Lady and Boman…though it was a quick time together…it was fun and did a quick catch up moment with each other. Ü…we plan to do this again..next time bigger crowd please! Ü…I miss the PISAY people…I miss bembot, aly, ms. Bau and the rest of our professors…I must admit…HS is one of the heydays in my life. Lots of memories…talk about growing up…Ü

Xs: Our school is now named…San Beda Alabang…from St. Benedict College…from Benedictine Abbey School. I still prefer the original name…Benedictine Abbey School.

LORMA HOSPITAL-EXECUTIVE SUITE B

I spent my 2006 holy week doing apostolic deed. While others were enjoying their selves in beaches, province etc…me, vlads, javs and merlie were watching and taking care of our lola…Nanang. Also known as Lucinda Gaoat Villamor…she is now 86 years old. Good thing she was transferred from the ICU to normal room. As the title states, we stayed in the 3rd floor Executive suites. Now where do I start…

04/12/06:Wednesday: 2030pm: Partas Terminal, Pasay
**Me and Javs arrived at around 930 pm…the queue was looooong…and the window wasn’t issuing any tickets until 1030pm and 1230mn…they want to insure that there will be buses to ride all the passengers…the intel in me rushed to window and do what an intel employee would do…”magreklamo…hahaha!”Boss, bakit ho hindi pa tayo nagbibigay ng ticket…ahh…so may darating pa ho na bus?...kasi kung wala na po lagyan na ho natin ng sign or lubid para wala nang sumunod sa linya…baka ho hindi lang din sila makasakay…ah ganun ba…marami pa bus…sige ho..salamat sir!”…I went back to the line with javs and spent the night away with Gameboy, Calvin and Hobbes, Alternative Music, and Narnias Book1…those were the things that made us survive 5 grueling hours for the bus to arrive…yep…we got in the bus around 230am, javs and I got the balcony seats…(you know the seats at the end of the bus???...the six seats side by side…yah…that was our seat!)…nice…that experience is what we call…one for the books…Ü

04/13/06:Thursday: 0930am: Lorma Hospital
**Alas! We arrived safely. We were able to catch up with Manong Jing before he goes back to Dan-ar. Nanang was awake…and of course…auntie merlie… I immediately kissed nanang in the forehead and said goodmorning…I knew she was smiling…even though its hard for her to show that. A couple of minutes passed…the bed was calling me…successful…I woke up at 1230noon…yehesssss…just in time for lunch…the hospital served fried calamares, grilled samaral plus soup and vegetable…(this hospital serve delicious food…I tell you!!! Ü)..it was javs turn to sleep…nakakita ng puwang!!! …we take turns in sleeping…since there is only one single bed and two chairs…we do shifting…also to watch nanang. So there I was wide awake with nanang and auntie merlie…we have to closely watch nanang because she keeps on removing her NGT. This tube is connected to directly to her stomach/intestines, since she cannot eat thru her mouth, this is where her food is supplied. Sometimes,,,if its not her NGT…its her catheter …anything that is in her body…(diapers, hospital robe, blanket…name it…nanang kept us busy with all her episodes). We are also expecting kuya to arrive anytime soon…he arrived late night…around…2330pm….funny thing…he arrived thru Candon Bus line…Ordinary Fare sirrrrr…hahaha…he had a hard time getting bus directly to La-union so he opted to take a bus going to Sison, Tarlac and have connecting bus going to LA-union…heheh…tough luck…that was the first bus he saw…CBL…hahaha…that will be forever included sa mga kwentuhan during family reunion…shempre..including the mormon lagpas bahay incident that me and kuya had…hahaha! Ü
**While we were all talking, and having good laughs at our shared stories, from time to time, we see nanang moving her lips…showing some little smiles…it was a nice sign…she is aware of her surroundings and is reacting to her environment…one of the greatest reaction she had was when me and javs were discussing what to get for dinner…she murmured something and the we asked her to say it again…hahaha..you know what she said?...”KAKAIN NA NAMAN KAYO!!!”…hahaha…pinaglitan pa kami…hahaha! Ü…nanang talaga!
**Actually, I volunteered to do the night shift…but I didn’t last that long…the bed called me around 1am…it was kuya and auntie merlie that stayed with nanang during the wee hours…heheh…di ko kaya!!!...hahaha!
***for the rest of the blog…bed=puwang…space…pauso ni Levin…Ü

O4/14/2006: 0600am: Lorma Hospital
**Wake up call courtesy of Auntie Merlie…”Hoyyyy…tama na…hindi kayo nagpunta rito para magbakasyon!!!”…in other words…what she meant was…”Hpy…gising na…kayo naman ang magbantay..inaantok na kami!” hahaha…buti nalang…breakfast came…yummmmyyyy… this hospital amazes me with their menu…sarap e… Ü…we all shared breakfast and had a short chit chat on what transpired last night…as usual…nanang was wide awake the whole night…I think humahanap talaga siya ng tyempo para tanggalin yung mga tubo niya…actually, ok lang to watch her all night…just as long she wont have her episodes of kakulitan…pero I think it’s a phase she is going thru kaya pinagt-tyagaan nalang namin. Kuya was talking to nanang during his shift…he was saying…Nang…ayaw ko na dito…pagaling ka na…labas na tayo dito…Auntie Merlie would give nanang sermons whenever she attempts to remove her tubes…Ilocano e…kaya hindi ko na masulat…gist…”wag kang makulit…para saiyo rin naman yang tubo na yan!”
**I was on for the morning shift… Ü, this is where the good things happen…hehehe…its bathing time…Auntie Merlie voloutered me to help the nurse…and she had that grin when she said I do it…AHA!!!!!...she want me to replece nanangs diaper…ukinanum ni aunte! Hahaha…pagdaanan ko raw yun para mapatunayan ko na nag alaga ako kay nanang…Kunyamut!!!! All of a sudden I remember watching Greys Anatomy…Ü…Seriously? Ü
**We were attended by different nurses…and rated them all (pinaka maasikaso…courteous…at pinaka barubal!...ahaha)…pero ang the best…itago nalang natin siya sa pangalang…Mr. nurse XXX…(you know what happens when all of you gets bored…you tend to pick on other people…hahahah…magkakasama pa man din kami ni kuya…tsk tsk tsk!)…Enter mr. nurse XXX to get nanangs BP…I whispered to kuya…Kuya..palagay mo?!...he gave me that smile…and said…malamang…i just finished my bath, so I was putting on some lotion…then auntie merlie said…nag iba ang amoy ng room ah…javie exclaimed…smells familiar…and guess what mr. nurse XXX said…Victorias Secret ho ma’am… and then it happened…our (me and kuya) eyes met…and had that laugh…tanong si aunte kung bakit…Ah wala…na dead ako dito sa laro sa gameboy…hahahaha…after mr. nurse XXX went out…we blurted out the big laugh and told javs and auntie merlie the story…hahahahah…simple ways to keep pur minds sane…sorry mr. nurse XXX…we turned our boredom on you…hahaha! Ü
**Dinner came…(it became a habbit talaga an abangan ang meals…hahaha…Ü)…and to our delight…ang sarap na naman ng ulam…Ü…it was tilapia with soup…plus this unique dish…it was eggplant, topped with tomato sauce plus cheese…and instantly it was the talk of the room…Ü…we were thinking of doing our own version of the dish…and we will call it…EggMoza(pronounced as…Egg-Mot-sah!)…Ü. What we plan to do is bake the eggplant instead of what the they did(blanched) and opt to use whole/crushed seedless tomato (canned) plus some onions and a dash of basil…and to top it…Mot-sah-re-lahhhhh…yum…cant wait to try this dish!Ü!...Mga Villamor talaga…mahilig sa pagkain…live with it!...hahah..Ü
**It was around 11pm…supposedly me and javs should already be sleeping. We are done with our shift…but not…Auntie and kuya was in deep sleep…(tulo laway ni kuya!...wawang hello kitty na unan!)..so we were forced to extend watching nanang…and indeed..it was another challenging night…hindi naming maintindihan ang gusto ni nanang…piniplit na naman niya tanggalin yung catheter niya…yung NGT…ang kulit…pinipilit niya tumayo…hindi pa naman nia kaya…hindi naming maintindihan yung gusto niya… to think that she was given given dosage of stilnox and iterax…to help her go to sleep…(so we can also sleep)…pero she was hyper as ever…naka drugs si nanang!!! Literally!...hahaha…around 2am…my eyes were already falling…tinatawag na ako ng puwang…Ü

O4/15/2006: 0900am: Lorma Hospital
**Another wake up call from Aunte Merlie…agggggggggghhhhhhhhh…naman!!! Breakfast was already in the room…yey…lafang na na namanÜ…after eating breakfast arrived Manong Jing together with Tatang, Tita Gie and Balong Tom-tom…ahhh..kids…they have this something that takes away all the stress in your body…Ü. We were all anticipating the maalala mo kaya moment…and it was…when tatang entered the room…he immediately cried…so as nanang…we parked tatangs wheel chair beside nanangs bed…and obviously…it was maalala mo kaya moment…live…we were all quiet and we let them had their moment. Prior Tatangs entrance in the room, we picked up tatang at the GF of Lorma…I bet he didn’t recognize us agad…it took couple of reminder and talking…when he remembered…he cried…and then it crossed our mind…ayun…naaalala na tayo…tatang asked for daddy…we gave safe answers to avoid further questions…heh…
**I told myself…if given chance…I wouldn’t want to reach that old age…ayoko na mahirapan pa…yung matagal sa ospital…getting too sicky…pero I bet with my mode of lifestyle…I just might not get thru 70’s.
**I also told myself…will I also have the same better half…I mean…you know…someone who will hold my hand…aggghhh…cut cut cut!
**Javs and I headed for the Bayan to buy some stuff that they need, toiletries, plastic condiments, etc. We took the opportunity to have a smoke…hayyyy… teka…No smoking pala dito sa La-Union…ayos!



**around 1500pm, we were already packing our stuffs…me and kuya are heading back to manila...as we were packing our things…javs was playing gameboy and auntie merlie was focused on the tv…but they weren’t able to resist it…”Pucha…aalis na talaga kayo?!?!...pano na yung shifting tag team natin?!?!”….”Marami nga puwang…wala naman gagamit ng puwang….”…”Shet ayan na…nag sisink in na…iiwan niyo na kami…”...and those were the words we heard…deep inside…I know ill miss them too…so as the things we did in the hospital…hayyyy…
**kuya ang I boarded Partas around 1530…and arrived in cubao…around 23:05, we got a bus going to alabang(ordinary fare ulit sirrrrr…there no sense sa pag iinarte…gabi na e!)…and 2336pm, we were in alabang…bilis sirrr!. Mom and dad picked us up at Jollibee junction in alabang. And alas were home… Ü



In short…I wasn’t able to do all my usual Lenten routines…but yet, this is one of the Lenten escapades that I will remember…I hope that nanang recovers soon. And I pray that we all be in good health…Ü


…ang haba!!!Ü

Lenten Post

Ever wonder about the abbreviation A.S.A.P.?
Generally we think of it in terms of even more hurry and stress in our lives. Maybe if we think of this abbreviation in a different manner, we will begin to find a new way to deal with those rough days along the way.
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There's work to do, deadlines to meet; You've got no time to spare, But as you hurry and scurry- ASAP - ALWAYS SAY A PRAYER

In the midst of family chaos, "Quality time" is rare. Do your best; let God do the rest- ASAP - ALWAYS SAY A PRAYER.

It may seem like your worries Are more than you can bear. Slow down and take a breather- &nbs! p; ASAP - ALWAYS SAY A PRAYER

God knows how stressful life is; He wants to ease our cares, And He'll respond to all your needs A.S.A.P. - ALWAYS SAY A PRAYER.

Silent Mind

Nanang is back in ICU... :(...the right part of her body is still paralyzed... :(...
Paui's dad died yesterday...may he rest in peace
...in SGH they said death comes in bunch of 7... i say what i know is 3...


...still praying...
van

Ü

enough dosage for the weekend... :)

mcdeary: kamusata naman po inuman nyo kagabi?
atevanvan: atevanvan: hello ..wala hindi naman inuman..nag poker lang kami


...hehehe...ok na ito :) :) :)
yihaaaaaaaaaaa!Ü!

We're back on the road!!!

...famous line from jowell during their Bike Ride at Daang Hari...
...and it feels good saying it...

...im back!!! :)
...never felt this good for the last couple of days! :)

...it started with the LKT issue(a project that i never handled!)...it feels good helping resolve the issue...finding the root cause and everything(...you know the drill!)...i miss this...the pressure... ok...not really the pressure...but you know..ive been doing these things for 3 years...hahanap-hanapin ko talga yan...(pachal pachal kasi ako minsan...Ü!)
...then the IX issues...piece of cake...actually, this is one of the few things thats keeping me busy :)...some adjustments and all the work arounds.
...then this surprise that rhaleigh opened to me...hahaha..sorry guys...ill post it later once he gives the official announcement! :)...huwahahaha...funny how i edited my mail signature a while ago...i didnt expect that i will soon update it...hahah..i thought...mga Q3 ko pa siya ma-uupdate...basta as for now...it will just say "van villamor - CMO IE"...wait for ww18...ill change it...WAHEHEHE!...not much big of a role...pero its all good...just what i need... :)...

...indeed it is a good day...
..."WE'RE BACK ON THE ROAD"



kuya jess, thanks for this wonderful day...thanks...thanks...thanks...thank you for answering all those quick silent prayers that i raised...truly...iba ka talaga...you work wonders! :)...maraming salamat po kuya jess! :)
...huling pahabol...sana po gumaling na si nanang...amen!

singing praise,
van

Finally Woken

... :)
From 88.3 station

Finally Woken - Jem


Finally Woken, Finally Woken
I've been thinking bout things
For a long whileI'm feeling so calm
I've got a big smileI have a view of the sun
Right over the sea
And now I can feel
Life is flowing through me
You see I've finally woken
From a long sleepI'm ready to jump
To make that blind leap
Coz I now believe
I have the power in me
I've got the faith baby
I can truly be free
Finally Woken
Finally Woken
Child don't worry it's ok
The sun is out for another day
And I say it'll be alright[be alright]
Today's the first day of the rest of your life
Remember, remember,remember this, remember
Child don't worry it's ok[I've got a big smileI feel good]
The sun is out for another day[someone's shining on me]
And I say it'll be alright[be alright]
Today's the first day of therest of your life
Remember Remember
Remember this Remember
Child don't worry it's ok
The sun is out for another day
Today's the first day of therest of your life
And I say it'll be alright[be alright]
Remember, remember,remember this, remember
Finally Woken[I've got a big smileI feel good]
Finally Woken[someone's shining on me]
Finally Woken[I've got a big smileI feel good]
Finally Woken[someone's shining on me]
And I say it'll be alright, be alright
And I say it'll be alright, be alright

On what might have been and what has been

Ali popped the million dollar question last night..."Mahal ka pa kaya ni McDeary"...namannnnnnn....tama ba yun..patulog na e...susmaryosep. hahaha...ayan tuloy...late na ako nagising...sleeping with a heavy heart causes oversleeping...hahaha

McDeary,

i dont know why im evern writting this one...
Jcboy and dencio, you very well know we are close...Jcboy and i has lot of common friends...its not hard to be friends with Jcboy...good converstaionalist and listens to your stories, and gives you that comforting hug when you needed the most. Dencio, one of your housemates that surprised me, he is my insider you know...tells me the latest about you...talks with sense...a very good conversationalist...
When i heard that you were going out with BnP, i was stunned...i tried to get every details about whats happening between you two...dencio, trix, karen, lahat na...every possible resource...pagagalawin ko just to get some details...basta as soon as i heard...nag back off na ako...parang i did not see the point na parang..."raise bet"...(masyadong poker na pati mga terms ko...shet)...then i got tip...friends lang daw kayo...to me...parang....really...but too early to say...there is Ariel...so wala na talga..."FOLD"
...for all the times that you called, texted(wee hours in the morning), passed by our house that i did not seem to appreciate your effort...call it whatever...siguro..hindi pa kasi ako sugarol nun...hindi ako sumugal...i saw myself as one of your girls...and i know i am...pero if ever i did played the game...ano nga kaya...
now...i can feel iba na...as some would say...they have their happy pill..their sources of endorphins...with you..i think ...my prescription is already expired...
Its too hard to limit it to this blog...all the thoughts...explanations...questions..."why we never met at the right time..."...huwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa...stop it na!!!!
...all i feel is the ice...
:(

missing mcdeary,
van