On growing up and parting ways...

We attended Yuans Christening yesterday...err...actually...the lafangan episodes nalang ang inabutan namin ni perrine. Chubs wasnt able to join us, she said she had to sutdy for an exam, as for mara...hmm....we werent able to contact her...now where is that girl???hehehehe...Ü

In the table with me was perrine, kuya vlads, levs, kuya rg, kuya allan and ate bing. There were only a few people invited, the reception was held at the verdana clubhouse, just near brians house. Long time no see to tita girly...still pretty after all those years..thanks to vicky bello daw...hahah...Ü...JR, grown up man already...i bet...lotsa chick sworn around him...hehehe...Ü

...Honestly I miss brian and his company...man...spend half of your life with this guy...and tell me...if you wont miss him...(Miss them terribly...brian and bawa...lalo na ngayon...)..there were times that we will play basketball in our village, we are still wearing our school uniform...take note...im in skirt...hahaha...we would go to ATC using Brians left hand drive car...watch TV till the nights drops...and many more...but all of this are now...plainly memories... :(

Its a sad thought that in so many ways...brian and me grew up...seperately...funny thing...si kuya pa ang kabarkada niya ngayon...(to think na takot siya kay kuya dati). I felt na nag iba yung mga POVs namin...yung mga prinsipyo namin sa buhay...siguro nga...e kasi naman..mga bata pa kami noon...hindi pa namin masyado napag iisip ang mga seryosong bagay...pero...bakit si bawa...kahit lumaki na kami...parang...BOOM...exactly where we left...pero kay brian...iba...i dunno...siguro...marami kasi nangyari sa buhay namin na alam namin na mas maganda nalang na hindi pag usapan...naman...Si welly, si wenny at si janissa...oh san ka pa diba?!?!...oh well...kaya siguro ganun...

Pero amidst how i feel...sana naman...(and perrine shares the same sentiment)...alam niya..na no matter what happened...kaibigan niya pa rin kami..na if ever he needed that extra hand...he could have called us...wala nang pride or hiya...sa dinami-daming kabulastugan na ginawa ni brian in the past...tanggap namin siya...taena...kaibigan namin siya e...I know he is going thru some difficult time...(i know most of us are)...pero...we are just here...la naman sumbatan saatin e...Ü

"BRIAN: Uhugin pa lang kami magkakaibigan na kami..."

...e ngayon pa kayang matatanda na tayo...diba? :)